all for you

This is what I think God would say to me right now..

“you are beautiful.
you have a big heart, full of love to give.
give it. give it all. and when it’s empty, i’ll fill it back up for you to give some more.
i created you to love and love like i love you and you haven’t been doing that.
love til it hurts. then let me bandage the wound and continue.
i’ve brought you this far. i’ve brought you this far and you think i’m gonna let you go?
there’s no way i could do that. i love you too much.
you been thru much worse. and look at you. i’ve picked you up and dusted you off.
you are gorgeous. i made you that way. you think i made a mistake?
i put every freckle on your cheeks. i put every speck of color in your blue eyes.
you think you’re chubby? so what. i think you’re beautiful.
you see those mountains? those trees and the bushes that surround them?
i did that.
every mountain. every rock. every patch of grass. every cloud hovering above.
all for you. with more love than you could ever fathom.
there’s that one man you think you love, but what’s the point if he doesn’t love you and appreciate everything that i made you to be?
it’s wasted.
know that i have created someone for you that loves every small detail about you that i do.
he’s out there. don’t be afraid to wait for him. i promise he’s worth it.
you have so much love and life to give and you’re keeping it all to yourself.
why? what are you scared of?
don’t be afraid of being open.
don’t be afraid of being let down.
people let me down daily. but i love relentlessly.
because i know people’s true hearts.
and yours is no exception.
you believe in people. and i love that about you.
why? because i made you that way.
i created you with a personality that reaches many. don’t be shy.
let that light shine. it’s a pure and loving light.
why question who you are? and why let others allow you to do that?
you know you’re on the right path.
you know what’s works for you.
and you know what i expect of you.
keep to that path and you’ll be just fine.
i love you, beautiful daughter. and don’t ever forget that.”